Not really that good after all. In the eyes of men you will only be what their experiences reflects to them. I have not always really been that good girl after all, as some people thought. Neither am I that bad after all, just as others will describe me to be. I was brought up in the way of the Lord, so you will be right to say, I am a good girl. I have also followed a rebellious path, you will be right to say that I am a bad girl. You still do not know me. God is the only one who knows me. I dont know me. This I know now, that there is power in the Word of God. The Word has changed, taught and has set me free. That is who God sees, that is who I am.
Something happened to me sometime ago, I became angry with God. Yes I was upset, I fasted, I prayed, while my mates partied I worshiped and even started doing my purpose, I knew my call as a young girl. There I was thinking that God allowed a bad thing to happen to me. I had a talk with my Father, I told Him, I needed Him to keep me safe and ready for His return, but right before His eyes, the enemy stole from me. Why did He let it happen? That hurt me the most. I became angry so I followed a rebellious path. The wild became attractive, I was driven by anger. Have you felt this way or are you there now? Pause take a long pause, nothing good comes out of fighting God or running away from Him, ask Jona He will explain. Do not focus on your past. Focus on His saving grace, that has saved you all times💝
I exposed myself to places I shouldn’t be, listened to things I shouldn’t. I entered relationships I knew He did not approve, Just because I wanted to prove to myself that I could date the high and mighty too. But did God really failed me? At those long nights at clubs, he will send someone to speak to me. My dear that person telling you to change your ways, that’s God’s unfailing nature at work. When with the ungodly, he will speak through them, “young girl you don’t belong here”, they will say. But what do they know, they do not know my pain, how faithful I was to the call but God failed me, I would think to my self. I was young, naive, and frustrated. Why are all this talents not yielding? I will ask God. The world wanted me to sighn on contracts. Some how I couldn’t, and that was God’s unfailing love at work but I just couldn’t recognize it anymore, my whole reasoning was captured by the enemy. He took over me because I allowed resentment, unforgiveness and bitterness to have control. I know now to respond in faith. Yes the devil stole from me but God restores all. Your future is not determined by the devil but by God.😃
Not really a good girl after all. And God remains a faithful God afterall. Bad things happen to good people. The devil is the one who has hurt me, but God turned it for good. Where are you now? Do not be discouraged, fight the good fight of faith. Our God rewards faithfulness. Tell Him your heart’s hurt, joy, brokenness, disappointment, the betrayal, the abuse, tell it as you feel. He is the only Change that changes things. You are young, yes. You are a girl or boy, why not? Begin your truthful work with him today. Remain in Him, He will wow you. Trust Him, he will not fail you. You are not here by accident, God has anointed us for a time as this and you are that testimony that will remind the devil that he remains defeated for your sake. You are special. I love you. And I pray that God replaces every pain with Joy, you remain in Him and for Him. Remain restored in the name of Jesus Christ.♥️🤲
Scripture for today
Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea,
even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.
If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,”
even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you.
For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.😍